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My heart feel heavy as I set my eyes on my phone, reading the sms sent by 2nd brother earlier. It's a long story to write to tell you guys about his past....long story. This is the 2nd sms he sent. The first one was weeks ago but I chose to ignore. I know I shouldn't have but trust me....I am not feeling any better by ignoring, I don't know why but the bible verse..."Love one another" keep coming to my mind. I burst into tears. It's a struggle.

I confess to God, I know He definitely didn't want to see me doing this. I feel bad. I asked God, "Lord, teach me...how? what should I do?" I feel I can't reach out to help him. A lot of questions came in my thought like..."What if he has a motive this time?" As I tried to shake off those thought, I reached for the bible and a verse came..."What is impossible with men is possible with God."

So I said, "Alright Lord, I am going to reply the sms...but I need you to teach me how to write. I need you to lead me to write this msg to him." and I did...a super long message. I don't know how I did it and by Faith, I trust God is ministering to me as I write.

All that I can do now is to pray that the message will hit him right on the spot, will touch his heart and leads him to soul-searching and self-reflection....most importantly, to know who Jesus truly is - Our Lord, Our Saviour.

Glory unto You ,Lord~
Out @10.22am