Wednesday, October 12, 2011 10:26 AM
Finally MT & ENG Paper 1 over....
The time is 10.23am. Yes! Eng Paper 1 is over!Finally tonight, I can take a short break before Zen's actual main papers starts end of this month. To be exact, in 16 days time.I was already looking forward to the end of papers (which is 2/11/2011) before it even started. >.<I am not stressed out about kid's examination but somehow, I am always thinking...16 more days! Is Zen ready? Has he completed his revision? I mean, are we really ready for the paper?Last night, while revising some of the useful words which he can used for his compo, I asked Zen, "Boy, have you looked through all the words again? are you ready for tomorrow's paper?" His coming reply shocked me. He said,"Mom, do you not have faith in me?" It sudden dawned on me..."did I ask the correct question? Do I really make him feel this way?"I guessed I asked the questions because during his revision, I saw him playing around with his highlighters on the desk, I did not see him focus on those book.So, when he asked "Do you not have faith in me?" suddenly, I realised that I am going by sight....Jesus says that we are to live by faith, not by sight...and here I am, not doing it!There after realising, I repented. I know I have to leave everything in God's hand.As he do the natural (revise his work), God will do the supernatural.All I do for the rest is to pray together with him. I believe God will take care of everything for us. Amen!